Diseased

The death of millions of Native Americans from diseases brought – at times deliberately – by Europeans was attributed to divine retribution for the sin of sodomy.[1] According to fundamentalist Christians, AIDS is evidence there is a god who hates homosexuality. Homosexuality is a symbol of disease, and disease is a symbol of punishment. The notion of disease as a punishment for transgressions against approved ways of being resounds in many new age healing philosophies. It is the cultural context in which modern science looks for a gene to determine homosexuality. When we advocate for human rights by describing homosexuals as suffering a biologically-constituted difference, we draw on and affirm this symbolism.

The broad fish tapeworm may grow to 35 feet and live for 10 years inside a person’s intestine. Each mature segment comes complete with male and female sex organs resembling Japanese characters.

In the mechanistic world-view of modern science, questions about the meaning of life are answered by the body’s reproductive functions, while anything else is represented as pathology. Queer allows us to reconceive natural systems, acknowledging their actual, observable capacities for mystery and exuberance. Instead of viewing homosexuality as a permanent, pathological state, we can understand it as a joy and a calling. The pain we endure in consequence of homophobia offers us an initiation to a deeper relationship with the gods. Rather than imagining the world unfolds according to some puerile scheme of reward and punishment, we can come alive to its complexity. We can delight in the magic of miracles, and understand the inevitability of suffering and grief.

Shadow: Rising rates of HIV in young gay men; reluctance by lesbians to seek medical treatment – the link of homosexuality with disease and disease with punishment is a vicious circle in which many lives are lost. As activists we can acknowledge the power of these symbolic associations, and possibly trace their roots, by remembering that in many traditional societies disease is believed to emerge from soul-loss. It is the job of the gender-variant shaman to cure the sick by restoring the soul.

Related Figures and Attributes: Unnatural, Unethical, Suffering

For more writing on this symbol, see these chapters of Orientation: Mapping Queer Meanings: The Body, Dirt, Fluidity

Butch

Clown

Decadent

Depraved

Diseased

Disguised

Effeminate

Evil

Exotic

Fairy

Friend

Godless

Hero

Innocent

Joyous

Lonely

Pedophile

Perverse

Predator

Secret

Sensitive

Stranger

Submissive

Suffering

Superficial

Unethical

Unnatural

Unstable

Victim

Wild Man

Witch